Thursday, July 1, 2010

Where is my mind?

18 and pregnant.
Just got outta high school.
Who would have thought this is possible?
I'm due in 6 weeks.
I'm a complete failure to my family.
I'm a "free spirit" as people have put it
but I would have to disagree.
I feel as though the dad should get a vasectomy
and give me back my money that I lent him.
I shoulda known better.
Instead I'm not going off to college this fall
I'm going off to the delivery room.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

It's time for Hanakkah.

http://http//www.youtube.com/watch?v=xDV_reO930A


The Hanakkah song by Adam Sandler doesn't really have characters but it does go into detail about celebrities who are Jewish. It tells you many fun facts about Hanakkah. The theme of the song is it's okay to celebrate Hanakkah.

6 word memoirs

10. Every breath we drew was hallelujah
9. Fatties work at Joe's Crab Shack
8. I honestly, sincerely hope you choke
7. Find me some one to love
6. Oh yeah? That's what she said...
5. Saturday night, nothing to be doing
4. I was once an ugly duckling
3. Now I am an uglier duckling
2. Let me see you get low
1. I am choking on your allibies

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Grand Theft Poetry

6AM Day after Christmas
You still ain't called or wrote,
So when you ask "Is something wrong?"
I think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now."
I will take a step away and see if you come back.
I just found a friend in one of your lies,
to treat me so nice.
You say move on where do I go?
He kissed my lips I taste your mouth and when he pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself.
And all the walls will fade to black.
If I go before you Darling,
Don't you waste me in the ground.
Now is the moment that you know
that you told her that you loved her but you don't
You touch her skin and then you think
that "she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me."
Bruises that won't heal.
A handshake of carbon monoxide.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't care if it hurts,
I want you to notice when I'm not around.
And I think "What can you be doing that is so much fun
without me by your side?"
And I try not to worry but you've got me terrified
It seems like you're in some kind of hurry to say good bye...

Brick- Ben Folds Five
Stan- Eminem
Tiny Vessels- Death Cab for Cutie
Sunday Drive- Early November
Ever So Sweet- Early November
Thinking of you- Katy Perry
Chicken Wire- Pernice Brothers
No Alarms and No Surprises- Radiohead
Creep- Radiohead
Your New Twin Sized Bed- Death Cab for Cutie
Naked as we Came- Iron and Wine

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Love or Loathe Story

I come over to your house, the clock reads 3pm. I just said good bye to my mother moments earlier, I knew you could comfort me, after all, your father is gone too. My mascara streamed down my face, I looked like a tomato with black stripes. I am not the most beautiful crier. I crumpled onto your bed and you just poured some bourbon into your mug and drank. You held me for a couple of seconds but not enough to feel comforted. Your room had the sweet and distinct smell of alcohol. A smell I am all too familiar with. You had me sit on your lap and asked me questions. Which parent do you love more? Who do you care for more? Who would you rather live with? What's wrong? All questions that shouldn't be asked in a moment like this. You took me into the backyard and said "I will tell you what's wrong if you tell me." I told him how this is the fourth time telling him but I had to say goodbye. He told me "you know this isn't going to work." He went on saying "I love you, you're cute, I want my children to look like you. I really do love you." I kept replaying those words on the drive home. I had to pull over a few times to regain composure.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Four Alarm Fire

"I could have helped more. I could have saved more. What if those people lost in their were my family? Would it have made a difference? I was there but I was new. I wish I could have been better. I wish I could have been stronger. Why didn't I try harder?" These thoughts, unanswered questions race through his mind. He was a new fire fighter, fresh out of training. He hadn't obtained the knowledge of what exactly to do. His first fire, so many people lost; friends, coworkers, innocent people too. He longs to go back and change it all but he can't. NO matter how much he wishes, he can never bring them back.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Treatment. Summary.

"Well, here I am. 23 years ago is when it all ended. I saw it happen. I saw the flames. The smoke was inevitable to dodge."

The beginning: A lonely girl starts out just being simple. She is pretty but not noticed that much. She stays to her self for the majority of the time but that doesn't stop people from seeing her. She is the kind of girl that is invisible because you don't want to see her. I am sure you know that type of person. She tries to be out going but it just fails miserably until someone says hello.

The Middle: They start to talk. He turns out to be this fairy tale of a guy. You know, the guy that ever girl dreams of. She falls for him, of course. He seems to be falling for her even though he really isn't. Every moment they spend together, they always are losing track of the time. It is a grand feeling but it isn't going to last.

The End: It ends pretty rough for her. She is crazy about him but he tells her she doesn't mean a thing to him. With that, her flame ends and his begins.